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Born on December 7th, 1981, Snow Flower had a childhood worthy of a Hollywood script. Somehow, miraculously, she survived to marry her saving grace in 2000 and became a mother to a gorgeous baby boy soon after. She currently lives in the suburbs of Philadelphia and is the branch manager of a financial service. She has had many amazing adventures, unexpected journeys and unbelievable experiences that she will cherish (or revile) in her memories forever.

Snow Flower is a truth-seeker. She is keenly interested in philosophy and religion, and she finds that these disciplines aid her internal quest. At the end of the day, what she wants most is to know the meaning of life, and if she accomplishes this while feeling free and easy, all the better. She is a clear thinker who chooses to look at the big picture most of the time. Of course, she also likes it when others agree with her "well-thought-out" point of view. The alternative to this, for better or for worse, is a woman who can become argumentative and blunt.

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Just as a fire can move quickly and uncontrollably, so can Snow Flower as she flits from one thing to the next, rarely looking back. For her, it's all about action and adventure (and, hopefully, conclusions). She is outgoing, enthusiastic and has a tendency to overstep her bounds as a result, falling prey to the likes of "foot-in-mouth" disease. She can talk so fast (and so much) that she doesn't always process the full weight of what she's saying, leading to the occasional hurt feeling. Often, however, her words serve to inspire others and to get things going.

Snow Flower is curious and Spiritual. A true believer. The fact that she attracts others with ease is no surprise, since she has a great sense of fun and enjoys a rip roaring good time. She doesn't lack for confidence, either, not a whit! High-spirited Snow Flower loves to socialize -- with an ever-changing crew. Mental games such as Trivial Pursuit, Scrabble or debate also fuel her mood. When it comes to love games, Snow Flower is playful, flirtatious and always on top.

Her greatest strength is her philosophical, wide-open and exploratory nature. She is constantly seeking both knowledge and truth, and is always eager to share her explorations and adventures with others. Her loving, supportive, and generous spirit makes her a pleasure to have around.

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Snow Flower has an analytical, inquiring mind & possesses an incredible need to experience life rather then heed advice from others. She is an individualistic perfectionist with a high level of integrity. She also has a tendency to be stubborn and has been known to form strong opinions. While very outspoken in her beliefs, she maintains an open minded "live and let live" mentality. Despite her near constant thirst for adventure, she has a distinct and tremendous need for peace, harmony, and beauty in her life. At times, she is complicated and difficult to understand. Overall, Snow Flower is quite introspective and she likes to examine her feelings in great detail.
Hence, this journal.

Emily Dickenson
Part Four: Time and Eternity


ONE need not be a chamber to be haunted,
One need not be a house;
The brain has corridors surpassing
Material place.

Far safer, of a midnight meeting
External ghost,
Than an interior confronting
That whiter host.

Far safer through an Abbey gallop,
The stones achase,
Than, moonless, one’s own self encounter
In lonesome place.

Ourself, behind ourself concealed,
Should startle most;
Assassin, hid in our apartment,
Be horror’s least.

The prudent carries a revolver,
He bolts the door,
O’erlooking a superior spectre
More near.